FOR ME

 

 

Only I decide

Who the poets are

For me, the ones

I consider to be

 

Worth reading,

And I try to see

The value, the art

In everything

 

I read but refuse

To torment

The countable hours

I have left trying

 

To appreciate those

So-called lines of

Poetry posing and

Parading nada for me.

 

And there you have it,

I’m not a truly

Democratic connoisseur

Of the arts. My tastes

 

Are as selfish as

A Wall Street Republican’s.

I demand my poetic

Consumption entertains

 

The wounded heart

Or funny bone—

That it be witty,

Wryly confessional,

 

Arrogantly foolish

Or overly dramatic,

Maybe even opportunistic . . .

Really it can be

 

Whatever it wants of me

As long as it admits

It has no answers,

That it doesn’t know shit.

 

I just want to believe

I know my poet,

That he or she

Has been through it

 

With me and wept

Alone in honor

Of my loneliness.

I want a clown-

 

Genius who steals

Pages from my books,

Another joker

Who just wants to stop

 

My world to watch

His betrayals or her pleas

For the whales, the trees,

Funerals or bees.

 

It’s not that I can’t lie

(I’m as good as the next

Guy when I feel the need)

But to fain interest

 

In those verses that

Have set off my alarms,

And sent me groping for

The nearest exit to hurl . . .

 

That falsity is too bitter

A slug of hypocrisy.

I’d rather admit to

Voting for Reagan.

 

So don’t ask. Let me

Tell you who I read.

I’ll only name the names

I wish for me.

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2 Responses to FOR ME

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