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there’s a wolverine in the basement

two crows on the roof


reminding the devil to trust no one

no god-boy’s burden of proof


since Ulysses ate Prufrock

spat his barnacles on the deck


and Miguel shaved the iceman

scrubbed his toilet groomed his pets


after Joan rebuilt her Buick

parked and tarped under the shed


still my black-assed Irish tongue

licks the ears of the living dead


chosen by the woven letters

selected by the collected trust


my mother remains the beat inside

me swimming my father’s dust


there’s no reason to trust me here

no resurrection of blind hope


that only happens when floating

dying rivers and mining dope


or logging facts regarding senile

black cats and old stags in rut


you’re the daylight fire banking

sleepless nights that kick my butt


who knows how you want justice

what earth kings or heavens send


ghost horses galloping silent

you’re the blooming moon my friend


you are that voice marking my breath

yes you’re the reason I begin


you’ve always helped me ignore

the bullshit always helped me pretend

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Neil "Old Man" thanks for keepin me young

Neil “Old Man” thanks for keepin me young

I’m worried about you

Which means I’m worried about me

I’m worried I’m afraid

We will disappear

Flash down that trap door

Or grow old unsure make that blind

Long walk to the electric chair

It isn’t fair the sun

Poisoning you at thirty-nine

Knives hacking at your mask

The inevitable crawling inside

Like Carver like Hugo

You lived high and wide

Chicago shoulders to the wheel

A steely medium weight contender

Plowing bulling a bullet-headed grinder

Cutting through the spin

Of Exxon’s Lily snake oil

Salesmen those shiny distractions

The sound from our throats

A dormant Godworm sleeping

Burrowing into the night we all hold

That universe we’ve forgotten

Those secrets we’re dying to know

So we cling to our scars young

Lions we sing and fight

Whiskey wrestlers bleeding

Tonight’s the Night

Hey hey Shaky

My my Mongo Jay

The undercards the true bards

Will never dive will never cave

It’s better to punch out standing

Let your howling words rave

Hey hey just say what’s on your mind

But never lie

My my little brother

Hey hey big guy keep speakin’ your rock

Rollin’ hearts can never die

Dig in let go push on assume

You know all that exists

Now is you now is me

Neal Cassidy rollin’ down Route 66

Neil Young’s crazy rockin’ horse guitar

Melancholy as me in the free world

My my your eyes meet the sunrise

Count the score today hey hey

I want to love you more than Andre the Giant

But Dick the Bruiser blows me away

Like our collective minds on the page

Your sly Bly haiku dancing me through sage

Swimming with the dogs

In an icy high mountain lake

Symbolic perceptions I keep

Trying to define to reclaim

To conceptualize and vocalize into meaning

Some way to stop this silly seriousness time

My young Powderfingered Brando friend

Time to open your mouth and sing

Open up the Tired Eyes keep on rockin’

Shockin’ Like a Hurricane

Like a Prairie Wind blowin’ me away

Somewhere sacred on a mesa

Where the Camphorweed sways

Where tumbleweeds roll and Creosote grows

Keep on dreamin’ my friend

Cataloguin’ Kerouac’s spontaneous scroll

Loggin’ your Lorca inspired Whitman tomes

Refrains the Ginz would’ve cut off his beard for

Beat-hot blisters and cacti lyrics

Rattlin’ scorpions loose on the free world

Please Man call me if you can

‘Cause I’m worried about you

Which means I’m worried about me

I’m worried I’m afraid

The record’s done played your song is sung

They’re putting the albums away

And I’m afraid I’m a fraud

A mock rocker in my mind

I’m afraid you’re fading away

Leaving me behind Patsy Cline gone

Tell me I’m wrong

Tell me your fire is rust

Tell me to keep on keepin’ on

I don’t want to stop rockin’

Don’t want to stop talkin’

I guess I’m just afraid of stoppin’

I’m afraid of losin’ the beat

Afraid of losin’ my ear the air

That thunder charged ionic

Rarified air plugged into the motion

The notion of being here and not

Scared about losing tomorrow

The next hour or next year

I want you to promise me you’ll be

Here in this poem till I’m gone

So I can come back to your heart

Come back to your songs

The U.S Department of Poetry

Anytime I want anytime I need

Your help to keep on keepin’ on

When the shitstorm rolls in

And the rock won’t roll my way

You’ll be here helping me embrace the day

Holding fast to the deer’s twitching ears

At first light that Guinness poured slow

And sipped with delight the bell to start

The last round of that championship

Fight and know today

That at least not here not now

Not on this page will I be afraid

Of losin’ you or me or anything today

Because today you’re with me

And I’m free to let ‘er rip free to tear it up

Today I can really love my friend

You know love and only love will endure

. . . Keep on rockin’ in the free world


for JimBo Jay & Neil Young

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Wastin’ Time


Birds in the swamp

Call to monkeys

In the zoo picking shit

For the audience


And watching you

Nothing else to do

No bones to rattle

No straw bodies to burn


So they roll and rock

In their glass houses

Dream Voodou dancing

Fire and dirt needs


No cross of redemption

No starched hair shirt

No clocks or lists

Exist sittin’ here


At the crossroads

Of whistle and moan

Wastin’ time bayin’ at

The moon lickin’ bones


Otis and Sam tongue

Maia and Mae lounging

Longing not waiting

On clay ships or sin


Making moments music

Under your skin warm

Morning sun pierces

The canopy blue finds


Your buggin’ wings

Bottled and lost again

Horny idler naked white

As a Hoodoo ape-man


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It takes guts

to be a bum


It takes balls

to go your own way


To check out

of the game


Refusing to play

is a monk’s life


It is a struggle

to go it alone


Cut off from the pack

the crowd the rest


Who write you off

who shut you out


For taking the risk

that road not taken


They despise you

for defining your life


For controlling time

and claiming freedom


It takes courage to be

a bum a drunk an outcast


The group pities you

and shuns you though


They’re quietly humbled

and resentfully envious


By your choice of

Liberty over comfort


It shames their efforts

to help you back


Into the fold where

none of them want to be

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breaking news from Montana

or Mongolia or the Mosquito Coast

we cannot nor must not


travel the main road, an old

two-lane macadam patrolled

by soldiers and tanks, uniformly


against us, so we have no options

nothing else to do but cross this plank

runway, follow its rough-cut slab


boardwalk through the heart of this

forest-jungle, a timber avenue

untrodden, mythic in size, where no one


has dared pass to the foot of its

looming beam-tower, let alone

scale the redwood monolith rising


three hundred feet toward the sun

thick as the Empire State Building

and shouldered by boulders


an insurmountable climb we must

bound and fly like bird-men heroes

there’s no other way, impossible


improbable, the stuff of this dream

back home we admire its ominous

peak a blue-gray stone mystery


this monumental idol awash in squalls

of snow and rain though we don’t know

what it means nor how we scaled it


hiding here to sneak glimpses

from this curtained gable-window

we wonder what happened to the sun


that warmed the grained apron

and how we got here from there

to a different kind of silence, cloudy


no cedar-song on its shadow-side

scale means nothing and everything—yes

those troops are still rolling this way

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In Dependence

wedding shot 001 

Got married

by the JP

on Wednesday,

July 4th,



it gave us

a long



tearing up

a sweaty

double bed,

two squeezed

in a trailer

house tub,


cold duck

from paper cups.


35 years

later we


my niece’s


on the Bitterroot

River, toast

the young

couple with


and hope

they discover

the key

we found

for longevity

together—don’t lie

to yourself,

and never lie

to your lover,

you’ll weather

any shit

if you’re true

to each other.

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At a drive-in with dectective checking c

At a drive-in with dectective checking c

So here we are in Missoula again,

the last time was 53 years ago

when you were living

in that trailer court behind

the Mountain View Drive-In.

We could sit at the kitchen table

and watch a movie out the window

while we ate our Swanson TV dinners.

No sound of course, but it was

really something to see, that

pantomime on the big screen.


Later on, we’d drive downtown

to cruise the drag and gawk at the array

of flashing neon signs in the dark,

especially the “Holiday Village” tower—

like Times Square on the Vegas Strip.


You were so young, and I was a kid,

chubby and crew-cut as your hubby

who played accordion and guitar,

shot arrows at bales of hay.

He chauffeured us everywhere

in that 56 Ford—a cloud of blue

smoke followed us to buy bottles

of Coke and bags of potato chips.


You two were just married

and pregnant with Ricky.

Before my 8th birthday

I became Uncle Mark. By then

you’d moved back to Alberton

because that was the home

you never wanted to leave

and didn’t until now after 30

or so years of Parkinson’s Disease

has all but wasted you

and brought you back to me.


The drive-ins are gone, but

your TV set is always on. Too bad

Dr. Phil and Oprah have replaced

Gary Cooper and Doris Day,

you and me doing the dialogue

and dealing Crazy Eights—which seems

way better than these self-help clown’s

pandering their tragicomic routines.


Our giant tehno-steps have left

much of our humanity behind.

I guess that’s just part of the recipe.

Now it appears your fallen cake

has just about baked, and

they’re preheating the oven for me.

Selfishly I was glad to hear you were moving

closer to me—though I know

you’d rather die on Petty Creek.


In all our days these last 60 years,

we’ve never uttered those words:

I love you. I guess we can thank

our parents for that handicap

(if that’s what it is). The old man

distrusted that phrase more than

any other, and our mother was cut

from similarly tough threads.


On Fern’s death bed we joked

the chaplain about what we didn’t know

nor believe about this life or what’s after,

and he laughed at our candor or maybe

he too was a lamb astray (we agreed

that he was a damn good minister

to pagan grief). I recalled the story

Tommy Lee Jones’ character tells

at the end of No Country For Old Men

about a dream he had where

it’s getting dark and he and his dad

were riding through a blizzard

where they couldn’t see ten feet

in front of their horses. His dad told him

not to worry, that the horses knew

the way. He’d see him up the trail.

His father rode off and disappeared.

The boy was alone, yet he wasn’t afraid.

He knew his dad would have a fire

built by the time he got to camp

and be waiting to dish up the beans . . .


My voice cracked, picturing

my mother standing at the stove

frying bacon, no dentures, hair on end . . .

then I cried when I saw you crying,

and we laughed and cried

the way grown children laugh-cry

bucking up while their mother dies.

I loved you then more than I ever had,

and I have loved you every day

of my life, like those nights

we popped corn and danced

while Butchy “rolled out the barrel”

on his mother-of-pearl squeeze box

or that shark-toothed guitar

while we sang and circled and danced

and fell, rolled laughing on the braided rug.

You were so alive and so much fun

back then when we were young

and happy to be laughing . . . now


I know you’re wore out and our tour

is almost done, that this ode

is overly sentimental and sappy to some

(those smart-young cynics

and plenty of older ones)

but I didn’t write it for them. Odes

written for loved ones are the roots

of poetry best published on

refrigerators and bedroom mirrors.


The postmodern literary world doesn’t

abide clumsy love-letter poems, so

no one will ever read this

in Poetry magazine. That hardly

matters to you or me . . . so whoever

gets there first will remember

to stir the beans, maybe cut up

some hot dogs or bacon for the pot,

and keep an eye on that coffee can

before it rolls to a boil and puts

the fire out ’cause we’ll both be

more than ready to eat by that time . . .

and joke about our saddle sores.

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rose hill blues


          chorus 52–for Jack


funny you should mention

them ol clickity-clack blues

i been rollin round with dr. sax

searchin for my walkin shoes


so its funny you should mention

you got that hobo moan a-goin

cause ol master jack he cracked

them railroad blues stoned


and he spun it for the ding-dang-dung

punny fun of it, spent his dues

pulled his daisy with bowery bums

who dug his high-ballin blues


it’s funny how it rattles the panes

and slam-bams you to sleep, switchin

trains, bells and whistles in your black-rain

dream, empty bottle in hand, fingers twitchin


i’ll be damned if it ain’t funny how

that beat-hip trip rolls round again

and the bluesmen join up singin

in boxcars robert johnson hymns


brother we’re all takin for a ride

we’re all born to sing a kind of blues

that’s why we love trains in the night

that’s why we refuse to choose


just lay down, listen and snooze, lose

ourselves like kids tucked-in on rose hill

listenin, schemin to hitch and sing

bobby mcgee or maybe woody guthrie will


set us free as reds in the land of white

kerouacian mimics tippin back a pint bottle

like blue-black runners powderin the night

and casey jones speedin dead at full throttle

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pickle smile blues

shakespeare & co.

shakespeare & co.


the old lady broke my pickle

jar, coins across the floor.

she picked out all the quarters,

didn’t close the fuckin’ door.


oh, mercy, momma,

you’re just a two bit whore.

you don’t respect your daddy,

he want you that much more.


so come on home, baby,

when your sober and poor,

come back to me woman,

shop your daddy’s store.


he’s got a big ol’ pickle

jar of foldin’ cash,

been savin’ it up

just to kiss your ass


again . . .

the fool he’s always been,

a blue . . .

briney pickled fool.


i’ll buy you diamonds & dresses,

honey, a big convertible car,

anything, sugar, whatever you want,

just get outta that fuckin’ bar.


i can’t think straight

since you been gone.

if you’ll put away the booze

i’ll mow your lawn.


come back baby,

stay for awhile.

just let this ol’ canner

give you a pickle smile.


oh, mercy, blue . . .

i’d do anything for you,

pickle my beets, sugar,

scrub your honey pot, too.


they say, sweet pickle momma,

you’re just a two bit whore,

say you don’t want your daddy’s

little pickle anymore,


but if you come back, baby,

come home for awhile,

this ol’ love-struck trucker

will give you a sweet pickle smile.


it’s true . . .

i’m the bread & butter pickle for you.

ooh, blue lady . . .

pucker up to my dill and chew.


baby, i gots the right pickle for you.

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